Monday, November 12, 2007
its been quite a few days since i pass motion.. i have constipation.. dammit.. didnt attend school for the last whole week.. cuz i've been very tired.. my CA told me that this coming wed i have to meet the SH regarding my attendance.. like shit sak.. have to bring my dad along.. wad an ass.. been stressed lately.. one by one problems come to me.. today i received a lot of bad news.. my werk lar.. school... and also other personal problems.. i just dun like it.. i'm really under pressure.. cried in my room till i fell asleep cuz i ate my medicine... haiz...
i dunno wad to do now.. i have to face every single thing.. ARGGHHH!! i nid help though.. i cant take this anymore.. it's killing me.. i'm becoming more and more sick.. doctor says i got constipation.. told him dat i have chest pain also.. he says dat i'm stressed and also lack of rest.. haiz.. i dun like my life to be like this.. i dun deserve this.. i just wanna finish my ITE and go to poly if i can get in.. but i have a very strong feeling that i cant get in.. somebody.. please save and help me..
why cant i be happy?? when can i get my happiness?.. can u stop bugging me?.. you send me all those msg that are not true abt me.. how wud u feel if i were to do the same thing to you?.. everytime when i'm happy with someone else, u tend to disturb.. and den destroy everitin.. if you love me.. just leave me ok.. i cant stand you msging me like dat.. you are making me hate you even more.. i know dat you want me back.. but i'm sorry.. i like the way i am now..
can you feel the beat?
11:14 PM