Monday, November 05, 2007
hey hey.. morning people.. i have not been sleeping well lately.. loads of things are caught up in my head.. i simply dunno wad to do.. dey say dat i haf a choice.. yeah i noe i do... but how do i decide?.. i dun wanna break any people's heart.. i just wanna be happy.. i wanna be happy.. i'm being pressurized.. wad shud i do?.. i like the way i am now.. i really miss spending time wth you.. but it looks like i dun have time.. n in fact i have to follow wad my mummy says.. i cant stop thinking about what she said..
i really cant.. being me.. is very difficult.. all i ever wanted was just to have more frens but instead they loved me.. i really appreciate it.. i really really do.. i want to see my mother happy.. dats why i'm doing this.. i cant live without her.. i just wanna put a smile on her face... dats enuf for me.. i'm stuck now.. i'm hanging on a string.. lifeless.. didnt know wad to do already... what i noe is.. all i haf to do now, is to hang on till the end..
i hope these things will be settled soon..
i really do miss you...
i have to follow wad my mummy says..
i've got no choice..
ARGH!!!
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?!!!
HALP ANYONE!!
can you feel the beat?
10:40 AM