Sunday, August 12, 2007
hey.. i realli dunno wad to rite now.. i really feel like shit these few days.. it's like my days have turned from bad to even more worst.. i got no words already.. i fall in love and then BAMM!! CRUSHED.. once again everybody.. i'm hurt.. haiz.. i really got no words alreadi.. it's really hurtin..
i really love you.. why are you doin this to me?.. you know dat my love for you is very strong.. then why?.. you said you had no choice.. well actually.. you have a choice.. it's all in the mind.. its whether you want or not.. i really dunno wad is goin to happen next.. i feel so betrayed.. toyed around.. when i'm with you, i'm very happy.. you told me.. if i'm afraid to love, dont love.. why did i choose to love again?... its cuz i found you.. you will never know wad i feel about you.. cuz my 2nd chance was ruined.. you asked me a couple of times, what makes me love you so much... i said.. i love you for hu u are.. i dunno which part of that you dont understand.. how else do you want me to prove it to you?.. what shud i do?.. i realli dunno... i need an explanation for this...
if you found someone new, just tell me.. dun do diz to me. i'm hurt but i dun wanna show.. you dont know wads goin on around you.. but i do.. i just hope you will realise.. i really hope dat you wont get hurt the way i get hurt... take care ~hearts~..
can you feel the beat?
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