Sunday, January 14, 2007
i dunno wad's goin on with me.. i dunno ok.. maybe i'm in a confusion.. maybe i'm not.. i dunno wad was i thinking also.. wad is becoming of me?.. i miss the old times.. i do love him.. but why he has to do dat to me?.. if he lurve me, he wont do all dat things.. why?.. why?.. i'm really confused now... i wanna be with him.. i lurve him.. i miss him.. everything.. but why this torture?... why?.. i do not noe wad to do...
frens tell me to ghim a chance.. i did.. i did.. i told him i need time to be like last time.. argh.. wadeva lar.. i wanna show him i really lurve him but.. when i show too much.. they will take advantage.. dats wad i dun like.. i really hate dat.. diz is wad happen to me when he do diz to me.. i have no intention to do all those stuffs to him.. although i go out at nitez, my heart is with him.. i tink of him every single time.. i really do.. now.. the question is wad do i really want?... who do i really want... i dunno k... if can, i just wanna kill myself.. i dun want ma frens to fite cuz of me.. i really dun want.. i rather go away n nr come back den rather see them fite... no.. i lurve ma frens too...
i'm really happy dat they are dere for me.. i wanna say thanks to all ma frens.. lurve ya guys.. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEIN DERE FOR ME.. lurve u bb... i'll try to change bck 4 u.. but i nid time to settle k... lurve ya guys.. you all can never be replaced!!!
can you feel the beat?
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