Saturday, August 12, 2006
every day... it gets even worser and worser.. i dunno wad to do... i really tried my best but in the end..... haiz.. i really got no words to say already... i'm really sad... i realli dunno wad to do... our friendship is tearin apart.. our wonderful friendship is tearin apart.. and i'm tearin apart too... i cant take this.. it's too heartbreakin.. every single day... i kept thinking abt this.. when is this going to end.. i really cant stand da pain... your words.. is too harsh and painful.. up to you.. what you think it's rite, den do it.. i cant say much.. as i say i understand your feelings.. but do you understand abt my feelings?... wad abt our feelings... do you?... i dun tink you know... i dun tink you will understand...
i did my part... we did our part... but there's still no point... you would still go your way... i know it's ur life and you can do anitin with it... but whenever you got problems..
who was dere for you?...
us...
who was dere for you when you were in tears?...
us....
who cheered you up when you are down?...
us...
i noe dat you are very close to your twin.. but you also have to think wad we did for you... have you ever think abt it?... wad we're doin it's for your own good... but... you just dun wanna think abt it...
it's ok my dear fren...
i knw dat you're in pain...
i noe wad u r feeling....
but...
let me bear all the pain...
i noe i'm in a wrong...
i surrender...
i just wanna see our wonderful frenship back...
just wanna see smiles among the 5 of us...
laughters...
giggles...
everitin...
i'll bear this pain before..
and i'll bear it again...
forever...
for you guys....
can you feel the beat?
2:23 PM