Thursday, December 15, 2005
hey hey... i'm at adek's huse rite now... restin... i'm so damn tired from yesterdae's match.. my whole body is aching.. i cant take it.. i got one big scar on my knee.. we lost 4-0 to ythe young womens team... well.. we were holding them for 35 minutes.. the coaches were practically blaming on me for the first two goals... i was like wad da hell... it was not even my fucking mistake... she ask me whether i wanna play or not... wad da fuck.. but never mind anyway... i always get those scoldings... after the match, i was kept thinking abt the goals dat i give in.. haiz..
today... our match is with the beijing team.. heard dat they were super fast... haiyah.. damn man... i think after these matches, i will be like a dead meat... with no energy left... haiyah... god plz help me... plz give me the strength to compete today... wad am i suppose to do... i'm now thinking abt the match later.. i dun wan to make any mistakes anymore... i dun wan to get scolded by the coaches anymore... i had enough... i want to proof it to them that i can do it... i will not give up in any matches... i will not... this i promise you...
can you feel the beat?
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