Thursday, December 01, 2005
helo!!! long time no blog!! well... i've been goin fishing and been enjoying myself lately... hahaha... till i forgot abt trg... hahaha... btw, i'm in confusion rite now as i dunno wad to do... i'm in love with a person who is attached... and i dunno wad to do as my cousin also wants me to be his gal but i think he;s just using me as he got a gal... wad da fuck... i miss those times i and him had together... fishing... hugging... walking hand in hand... but wad happen now... just because of one small thing, it changed everything... i'm so sad... i thought dat he could be the one but then it turns the other way round...
all i wanted was to be loved... i dun want anything else... many of my frens tell me to give my cousin a chance but then for wad?... he is my cousin seh... and somemore for wad i wanna go to him if my heart is with somebody else?... i dun wanna hurt anybody dats why i back off when he went back to his ex... why must all this happen when i'm about to fall for you... why cant i get wad i wanted for all this while?... all i needed was you... you were the one but then wad to do... some people just doesnt want us to be together... well... as long as you're stil dere for me as my fren i'm happy... as long as we're there for each other i'm fine with it.... but who will bear the pain dat is in my heart?.... me.... all in me....
pergilah sayang kepadanya
kerna dia lebih memerlukanmu
pengorbanan telah lama jadi milikku
jangan kau kesali
aku tidak tahu
mengapa harus ku menyintai dirimu
mungkin kerna ada
jawapan yang lain
teranglah padaku
agar tidak sesak
mengharapkan kasih
pada yang berpunya....
can you feel the beat?
3:22 PM