Thursday, November 17, 2005
i just dunno why all out of a sudden, i feel so lonely.. hearing songs dat brings back memories are so hurtful... i just dunno why i'm listening to them.. i'm crying badly inside.. no one can explain thos sadness.. i'm afraid to look ahead as i'm scared dat i might get hurt again and again.. i dun want dat to happen.. although i look happy, dere are sorrows inside.. i just simply need someone to fill it up for me.. and it will be just nice.. i need those love.. where is the love?.. i feel like i'm lost in this world.. i miss my mum and everyone... wad shud i do.. i'm tearing apart day by day...
i thought as the days pass, it'll be better but it is becoming more worst instead.. all of a sudden, i feel so small.. where are you loved one.. i'm still in search for that special someone.. where is he... he is just hidden somewhere i really need to find him thoroughly and carefully... haiz.... i just feel like giving up everything without love.. this heart cant bear the pain anymore... it's too painful.. very very painful.. patience is the key word.. and i'm being patient.. i'm just going through every single challenge dat i face.. may it be difficult or easy.. i'm still going to go through it...
life must go on...
i must keep the fire burning..
can you feel the beat?
4:21 PM