Monday, August 29, 2005
why is it so difficult to tell you my feelings?... i wanna tell you dat i'm beginnin to fall for you.. but then you said you only treat me as a fren.. and i understand.. i remain calm although it hurt me a lot.. i stayed cool.. i listened to someone's advice.. i just keep thinking of the good things.. i want someone whom i can love.. n also be loved.. why cant you feel anything?.. didnt you suspect anything?.. why don't you ask?... i really want you.. but then.. it's ok.. i'm so stressed up.. i need you by my side.. i need your shoulder.. i need your hugs.. i need you.. why cant you simply see?... why didnt you notice?... i wanna tell you but i'm scared.. real scared.. i just dunno why... i hope you understand what i'm trying to say to you.. plz do understand..
to: m_i.......
can you feel the beat?
4:11 AM