Friday, July 15, 2005
of all the things i wished i'd said
while you were lying sick in bed
your soul was glowing, shining bright
doing it's best, fighting with all it's might
but it's ok, you can go if you want..
your searching will stop, you need no longer hunt
how i wish i can understand, just this part of god's plan
in the moment you looked into the sky
and in the same moment, i was crying, asking why
why must they take you, why must you go?
you'll be in a better place they told me so
but wad about the ones you left behind
we become stronger, together we bind
my heart aches, i cry until tears are no more
it's hard to think you're better off since i'm still sore
then i questioned the after life, death and the end
is it an end or just the beginning?
what if you're sinned?
and what if it was nothing, if it was a lie?
why are we here if we must die?
i am so fragile, jaded to life
all i can remember is your smile and your eyes
your touch, your kisses
it's just a memory, faded in time
the end comes sooner with the clock's sweet chimes
when i think of you do tears well up so
when i think of your brown eyes that always seem to glow
and a smile that was gentle, never to a frown
yet sadness comes to mind, and my tears fall to the ground
all my questions with time, tend to cease
i guess that my tears were just jealous released
jealous that i cannot be with thee
jealous to know the fact i'm alone, it's just me
facing the world alone, as it wud seem
seeing the world through eyes with tears that gleam
until we meet again, i will say
i can't wait to meet you again, i count each day
with every sunrise and sunset
i thank god with all the times we've spent
and you will live on in my presence
with the sweet winds and the flock of geese
until we meet again, sweet love
can you feel the beat?
1:38 AM