Wednesday, April 27, 2005
well... today me, farhani n ma guy went jogging from tampines to pasir ris... crazy eh... hahahahaha... we were so bored at home.. so we decided to go jogging... well... i just dunno wad to say summore... i still missed the times i used to haf with my guy... everything changed so fast... i just dunno wad to do... i cannot stop time or reverse it either... no one can stop it.... i wish i was in the past... where we just get to know each other... then slowly we got closer... hahahahaha.... nowadays... it is so different... i just dunno how to explain it... hahahahaha... how to explain ah?... some are sad and some are very happy... how to explain... there are so much of feelings dat i keep inside... i just do not want to tell him... he will definately be very damn sad... so dat is why i just keep all of it to myself... i just do not want to share it with anyone... i rather be alone... i rather suffer than to let anyone know about my feelings... if i tell my frens, they cannot do anitin... i'm just being patient... for the one i love... for him.. i swear i'm not letting you go... but that depends on the conditions... i hope our relationship WILL last long.... i hope... sigh...... wad am i suppose to say... i'm just to sad.... only god know my feelings....
can you feel the beat?
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