Friday, March 04, 2005
today i fight with my guy again... punched the glass and it broke into pieces... i took the pieces and scratch it on my hand... my hand bleed... i just fuck care... i was very angry with myself... was upset also... haiyoh... i just dunno wad to do... i feel very very sad... i slapped him... pushed him... beat him... i'm a very bad girlfriend.... haiyoh... so sad ah.... i'm very sorry for wad i have done to you... i know you cannot forget it... i know it's hard... it's hard for me too to accept the fact dat i have just beaten you up... i'm a beast... i love you ady... wateva it is... i'll try to change... i'll change for you... i love you with my fullest heart...
can you feel the beat?
8:41 PM