Wednesday, October 06, 2004
im so sad.
im very sad n lonely girl.
i feel like im being abandon on a lonely strip.
i cnt stop tinkin of her.
her face, her smile, her laughter...
wad would i be without her?
i feel very guilty.
nw, all i cn do is juz wait n c wad will happen.
one of us will be hurt.
i cld alrdi feel dat it is me.
she love dat girl so much.
i knw dat i cnt get her.
it's difficult.
i cannot mke her 4get the girl she love so fast.
i knw dat she cannot 4get her.
it is difficult 4 her n dificult 4 me 2.
i feel bad im the 3rd party.
i do nt wan 2 lose a friend.
i kept tinkin of her everyday.
she has alrdi become a part of me.
she is different frm any other ppl i knw.
she mke me laugh wenever im dwn.
everytime she is wif me, she always mke me laugh.
she is a gem of a person.
tis type of ppl is diff 2 find n hard 2 4get.
everynite, i shed my tears.
i wld cry n cry.
i juz do nt knw y. i do nt knw y tis is happening 2 me.
*Hapiness lies 4 thoes who cry, thoes who hurt, thoes who haf searched, n thoes who haf tried, for only they cn apprecaite the impt of ppl who haf touched their lives
can you feel the beat?
10:20 PM