Friday, October 01, 2004
Why has my life been like this?? Maybe god wants me to meet the wrong people first then meet the right people... I feel so sad... Life sometimes is so funny... I do not understand... I want people or in fact a guy who understand me, love me, care for me... Why sometimes I feel like I'm being cheated?? Some people like to spy on me all the time?? Why do some people like me or love me?? Who am I?? I'm just a simple girl who always get cheated by guys... I hate people taking advantage over me... I think I'm confused with my life now... Whether to go straight or crooked... I have a crush on a boy and a crush on a girl... What am I going to be?? Which one should I choose... Girls understand girls but boys sometimes do not understand girls... Boys and girls are all the same... Both have attitude problem... Even me, I do have an attitude problem... Tried to change it, but can't... I'm also hot-tempered... That's why guys do not go for me... I'm rough too... But there is something different about me... Only a special one would understand me... She will always be there for me whenever i need her... she is too precious to me that i always need her by my side... What would my life be without her???
can you feel the beat?
10:45 PM