Saturday, October 02, 2004
i cannot afford 2 lose her...
she have always been dere 4 me when im sad or having mood swing...
im very sad dat sometime ppl look dwn on me.. they even look dwn on me..
wad have i done wrong 2 dem?
everybody in this world mke mistakeS.
when will my love life be perfect?
wen i like some1, wen i tell dem my feeling 2ward dem, dey seem 2 avoid me.
i always felt sad abt tis.
they do nt knw wad im feeling. try puttin yrselves in my shoes.
wad will u feel???!!!!
is true dat love nid patient.
im juz telling dem dat i like dem.
im telling dem frm my heart. bt instead im being treated like tis.
these r the tinks dat haf been distracting me all the time.
sometime i feel guilty, depressed n angry.
i was always tinking of the -ve tinks insted of the +ve.
wad shld i do nw?
wen i talk abt tis, i feel like crying n comitting suicide.
i tink dat i shld concentrate on my studies 1st. other tinks sometime distract me.
like family prob n wadeva.
i wrote tis bcoz i cannot handle my feeling anymore.
i juz write it somewhr so dat i cn release my stress n feelings on it.
i hope tis will help me.
plz do help me.... im alrdi hopeless......
can you feel the beat?
1:04 AM